says who?

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Knockin' On Heaven's Door

Anxious. Anxiety. Today is 26th. Tomorrow is 27th. aa aa. tup tup, it's 30th! aa aa.

Today is my last day of class. huhu sedey plak. Second last words from him, "Awak takleh graduate lagi ni. Sila datang summer holidays tahun depan. :P"

Anyway lately there's been quite a number of road accidents involving students from my former school occured. Well if it hasn't been well known yet, roughly more than half of upper form students in my school drive their own vehicle to school be it car or motorbike, even the present headprefect drive his own car everyday.

I don't know if it is normal in west coast schools, but in my hometown, I have to say that this is rather unfamiliar, or maybe too advanced. Or maybe I was just been left behind these couple of years. Yes I am conservative at times, too used to sending off and picking up by parents for 11 years of my life. Anyway these luxury pampered to these students by their parents needs to be constantly monitored and precautions are certainly imperative.

A news of my sister's friend being hit by a motorcyclist after her netball practice really shocked me. Passing by the school, I can still see her white school shoes left on the road divider. And she suffered from a deformity with her face, while the motorcyclist died in that accident. How life can be lost in a blink of an eye.

And life can be change with a split second of sane thoughts of how we are deeply loved by those around us. :)

Ufah @ 3:54 PM | comment link here

Thursday, September 23, 2004

When I Come Around

Different people have different views of what's different. Different from normal, different from what they think is normal. Lately, I enjoyed being abnormally different. It felt good, and expands the horizons. People perceive you from how you dress yourself, what you usually do, what you have done, those who hang out with you, how you behave (sometimes act) in front of others, what you say (instead of what they really mean). Humans, we believe in 'what you see is what you get'. But in times people get too lazy to go beyond that, and too dumb have faith in people. That's what I did sometimes, and I can say I regretted it most of the time.

Have faith in people. Too idealistic? Well that's where the common sense comes in.

And I can't change how others see me. And I can't stay hidden just because others expect different things from me.

Anyway, I am still looking for those who will make an effort to go beyond what's visible.

Ufah @ 12:30 PM | comment link here

Monday, September 20, 2004

Stockholm Syndrome

Sape lagi dapat Willis Jackson, Evelyn Gardens ?!!

:) I brought rice cooker already tau.... You guys go buy something else :P

Ufah @ 5:41 AM | comment link here

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Citizen Erased

Yesterday was very tiring, and today has been very baffling. I was sooo off-formed during class! Bila Mama Pakai Celana pon takleh buat! Guess I was too tired, and rather distracted. Each passing day is becoming shorter and shorter, eventhough I wake up very early every morning (^^) Adding up to my homework from IC that hasn't been touched yet is some umh, assignment that I have to study. (some of us hear it, some of us listen to it, some of us make it, some of us study it).

Oh yes, yesterday. Tiring, but I guess it's worth it :P After a quite some time since my family had a very productive gathering. And got to know a piece of info which really choked me almost to death. What a small, small world we live in.

Almost 10 days to go before going off. Mixed feelings. :)

Ufah @ 11:26 AM | comment link here

Friday, September 17, 2004

Sing For Absolution

More and more people leaving. sob sob.

And tomorrow, I'll be very busy.

And my class. Yea, now working on 'Time Is Running Out'. I'm sooo left-brained, really have to struggle on my right one. But I am REALLY enjoying them, it feels sooo good! Even at times when I felt like an idiot, or simply a very confused, blurry girl who can't do better except for posing silly smiles. And oh, stamina. Each class equals to half of my evening evercise.

And Imperial College. yeh yeh, I'll be living in Chelsea for the next 8 months. yeh yeh.

Life can be pretty ironic sometimes.

Ufah @ 5:27 PM | comment link here

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Get What You Need

Just went back form KL. For the millionth time, I felt like things can't just be completed. I am blabbing but nevermind. Too many things happened with almost no time to record them in my blog. First thing first. Orientation in PERMATA, Bangi. 80 scholars, all chirpy and positive and overly-pampered :p. PERMATA was a luxury, and really made me fondly miss KMYS. Yep, KMYS, I don't really approve of KYUEM (suke ati aku je haha :P) Basketball in the evenings, and one session of challenging badminton match with surprisingly agile, skillful*ahem* adult. The orientation ended with a closing ceremony where we had to perform according to colleges (and the objective of the camp was to enhance cooperation and networking among scholars. hmm.) Ours? Reasonably KMYS-ish. hehe. And I was the soundman. or girl. watever.

woops, have to send my sis to her tuition class. later dear diary.

Ufah @ 9:32 AM | comment link here

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Get Born

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

I want Jet! I want Jet! I want Jet!!!

Ufah @ 1:38 PM | comment link here

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